Monday, April 20, 2009

Figuring out what is next....

I have hit a brick wall...well, more like slammed into it. I seen the brick wall coming at me, but still kept going at a breath-taking pace. Then *SLAM*!

I know what I want to do and what direction I want to take myself in my quest to work at home. But the question is, how do I get there from here?

How do I make the visions that I have in my mind become a tangible reality? How do I over come this immense fear of failure that is holding me back? How do I convince myself that I can succeed?

I thought that eventually things would just *fall* into place. They did fall...flat on the ground, scattered all over the place, nothing where it should be.

Is it me? I have always been unorganized. Am I just not *good*enough? I always have an aura of self doubt. Maybe those are things that I need to look at the hardest. If I don't believe in me, will anyone else. Probably not.

So now it is time to figure out what is next...

It is time to stop, take a look around and make changes. I CAN be successful and will be. I just need to go about it differently then I have been. I WILL get organized. I WILL get a hold on the clutter and chaos around me. I WILL believe in me and what I am doing.

"The first step is always the longest stride..." Nickleback

1 comment:

  1. I'm not sure what your work at home is but it is definately important to be organinzed and self-motivated to work at home. Maybe a friend or relative who is organized can help you get started so it is much easier to keep it that way?? Good luck to you.


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